November 2004
Dear Western
State College Community Member:
My name is
Bonnie Pitblado, and I am an assistant professor of anthropology
at Utah State University in Logan. This letter to all of you is
the epilogue to a personal odyssey that began with my hiring as
a Western State College faculty member in 1999, and ended this
past December when I deposited a check I received as settlement
for a lawsuit I filed against the college for violating my civil
rights.
The reason
I am writing this letter to you now is that when I decided in
2002 to file a federal Equal Employment Opportunity Commission
(EEOC) complaint and subsequently, a lawsuit against Western,
I did so because I saw these actions as the only means available
to me—small fry that I am—to illuminate what I perceived
as a systemic problem of gender bias on the WSC campus. I wanted
my experiences—humiliating and degrading as they were—to
be a matter of public record, and then perhaps, just perhaps,
a foundation upon which my former colleagues and successors can
build an academic community at Western more nurturing to all its
members than the one I endured.
For the most
part, it is my intention to allow the players in my unfortunate
story to speak for themselves through a series of links to their
words. But a brief overview is in order to orient you to the situation.
The short
version: In 1999, Anna Backer, nearing the time she would apply
for tenure as an anthropology faculty member at WSC, was instead
subjected to non-renewal of her contract under circumstances,
it would turn out, I came to understand entirely too well. Dr.
Backer’s departure left a void in the WSC anthropology program
which I filled, first as a visiting professor (2000-2001), and
then as a tenure-track assistant professor (2001-2002). On virtually
my first day on the job, my anthropology colleague Mark Stiger
divulged to me his opinion that the women in my new department,
that of Natural and Environmental Sciences (NES) weren’t
“worth a shit.”
In the two
years to come, Mark Stiger treated me as hostilely as I can envision
treating another person. Among other acts, he made false statements
about me to a BLM official (for which he and his personnel file
received a letter of reprimand); refused me access to equipment
labeled as belonging to the anthropology program that I needed
to run a field trip I was required to lead; attempted to deny
me access to secure storage for a small frame of valuable artifacts
my team had excavated at the Chance Gulch archaeological site;
and while I was in Connecticut holding my dying father’s
hand, took garden hoses away from my Chance Gulch field crew,
trying to conduct lab work in my absence. He heaped similar abuse
on my research associate Beth Ann Camp, M.A., whom he labeled
an uncooperative liar; as well as upon Anna Backer, who—as
he stated under oath—he characterized as an alcoholic who
smoked pot and slept with her students.
When my Department
Chair Curt Gravis apparently concluded that the mistreatment had
continued long enough and referred my situation to then-Human
Resources Director Linda Crouse, then Vice-President Jay Helman
responded by phoning me on December 19, 2001 to inform me that
my assistant professor’s contract—which I had been
awarded just months before—was being non-renewed.
In a one-on-one
meeting shortly before that call, Jay Helman characterized the
“thing” between Mark Stiger and I as “untenable.”
After my non-renewal, President Helman attributed my lost position
to “budget cuts;” however, mine was the only faculty
position involuntarily non-renewed at that time (39 other non-renewals
were staff positions). In addition, the college almost immediately
funded a visiting professorship in anthropology at roughly the
same level I had been paid, using a combination of college funds
and money from a grant Mark Stiger obtained…while offering
precisely the same suite of courses I had taught for two years
to great reviews. That position continues to be funded—and
nearly an identical suite of courses offered—to this very
day, undermining the legitimacy of the argument that tight budgets
necessitated my expulsion from campus.
Jay Helman’s
actions against me did not stop with non-renewal of my position.
Shortly after my non-renewal, I learned that I had been awarded
a $124,366 grant—from the same organization and in the same
grant round that funded the grant Mark Stiger received and used
to help the college pay for my replacement’s position. Despite
my suggestion to Jay Helman that we use my grant to pay for me
to continue to work at Western—allowing Mark Stiger to use
his grant money for other purposes (perhaps hiring a third person
who could teach even more classes)—President Helman instead
elected to reject the grant on my behalf. The loss of the grant,
of course, was a blow to my career development, not to mention
a seemingly strange response from a cash-strapped institution.
After Mark Stiger’s abusive actions and Jay Helman’s
retaliation against me for speaking of them, events transpired
like this:
That is my
story in a nutshell. Although I admit there were times during
my two years at Western that my spirit very nearly broke—three
slashed tires and two windows smashed out of my vehicles by a
never-positively identified perpetrator didn’t help my frame
of mind—I realize now that my journey led me to a good place,
both literally and figuratively.
I savor every
day that I climb the stairs to my Utah State office, where I am
surrounded by friends who stand by me as a scholar and a person.
I savor having my husband working just one floor down from me
in a position he obtained through Utah State’s “spousal
accommodation policy,” designed to help our institution
retain valued faculty members. I savor every moment I spend with
my gorgeous 15-month old baby boy, whom my husband and I tried
to conceive at Western, but couldn’t for the stress. And
I savor the hugs and thanks I have received from the many AAUW
members who have heard me tell my story publicly, and who are
pleased someone is willing to speak out, because, as the AAUW-LAF’s
trademarked motto pointedly notes, “Equity is Still an Issue.”
I invite you
now to find a way to use my story as the basis to improve the
human climate on the WSC campus we once shared. Please click on
any of the following web links to learn more about AAUW’s
support of my case or to hear from the players themselves. In
Mark Stiger’s, Curt Gravis’s and Jay Helman’s
deposition transcripts, I’ve highlighted in yellow particularly
telling statements.
If you’re
in a hurry, simply scroll down until you see the color marking,
for instance, Mark Stiger’s observation that all of his
female archaeology colleagues at Western were “disruptive”
to the department and that he was “happy” to see me
go, and Gravis’s statement that “Mark engages in such
extreme behavior that it seems as if he’s very much beyond
the norm.” Jay Helman’s testimony is noteworthy to
me primarily for the volumes of important information he either
“didn’t know” or “couldn’t recall.”
Some might conclude that for a college president, those represent
troublesome cognitive lapses; others might conclude they mask
evasion.
If you would
like to know the details of my settlement agreement, or a similar
one the college entered into with former WSC Dean of Extended
Students Janell Larson, a self-described “assertive woman”
who believes that this quality played a role in her own contract
non-renewal, visit the WSC Human Resources office with a letter
requesting a copy of those documents under authority of the Colorado
Open Records Act. Western cannot legally refuse your request.
I think it is important to be fully informed about how much the
actions of a very few cost the many, both in dollars and in human
currencies.
For more information
on my case, you can follow these links: